You win, I can’t unlove you. I’ll always love you silently, only able to gaze at you from afar and keep hoping that from a distance you’re thinking of me too. I try with all my might to stop loving you, but instead, I find myself loving you more.
I miss you, and it’s agonizing. what should I do? without communication, without meetings, what should I do when this longing reaches its peak? every night, I cry out your name, hoping you’ll come to me and we can relieve each other’s longing. but it’s just a fantasy, you don’t come. I look at all the pictures of us; remembering the beautiful times we shared.
“when will those beautiful moments come again? when will this suffering of longing end?”
